Girl...You'll be a woman...soon.

So been working on more spoke cards, the one to the right is "Scrote" appropriately written by Dan...He didn't think I would be able to make it look decent. But I did. Not my favorite but not the worst.

Cory made the Guilty Simpson one. I don't think I'm going to do anything to it...I like the way it is. I think he made this one Guilty Simpson because he just got the new album and has been extremely stoked about it!

Ostracod was made by yours truely...I try to make other people write the words, that's apart of the piece, but they made me write words...and I decided on Ostracod.

I am yer moms complete lack of surprise and Talk American are Tods...I might not mess with those either...I think I'll just lamenate them together!

Buddha was actually started a long time ago, and I just finished it today. I like the plain yellow and black with the checked boxes.

Next in line is "...You Mama" I've been listening to a lot of Wings, and was trying to think of something to write and just decided to write the first thing I heard...and it was "yooouuuu...mamaaaaaa" I'm trying out different handstyles too...I'm really digging this spoke card stuff ya know!

The last "Drink to my health" is another Wings song..."Drink to me...drink to my health..you know I can't drink anymoooooooooore"

All of these cards, and I've got about 30 more (possibly more...haven't counted) to finish before I leave Thursday for Minneapolis. We're tagging bikes...So all you Minnesotians, if you get a spoke card...don't throw it away, it came all the way from Oklahoma with love!

So class got canceled tomorrow, and I don't have to coach either, my only obligation tomorrow is to work at frikkin 5:30 AM!!! this is going to seriously suck. I don't like waking up that early. I don't mind waking up early but 5 is way too extreme.

Woke up at 7:30 this morning, I've been pretty emotional for the past few days. Lot's of stress over stupid things that I shouldn't stress about. So today, I got my ass up and Cory was like "what are you doing?"...and you know what I told him? "I'm getting my day started!" He told me later on that he was proud. And rightfully so! Because I was hysterical crying last night...I feel bad.

He expressed to me that he wants me to communicate with him, like if I'm feeling bad tell him what's wrong or tell him that I just need to deal with it in whatever way. Problem is, I don't really communicate my problems to anyone anymore. And it's been fine for this long. Not only that, I feel comfortable communicating with him, but sometimes I feel like a burden. I told him that...He said that if I were ever a burden he would tell me. I don't think I could handle someone telling me that.

So yeah, got my day started by making an awesome breakfast...hard boiled egg with apple, v8, and vanilla yogurt. Finished up some stuff for my online class, and moved some boxes of stuff that I don't want over to my parents house. I took a picture of my entertainment center because I'm trying to sell it...No point in owning one if I don't have a TV or DVD player (got rid of those too). I don't even watch TV. Then I started to get really down. I have to get rid of my dogs...which totally sucks. I cried for a long time today about it. After that, I worked on the spoke cards and then went to work.

Work helped out a lot. I've been getting in the water with the kids because I want to work out more! Swimming seems to make me feel accomplished. I think it has something to do with the water...maybe because water has a soothing calming effect. I don't know. But I did get a compliment today from a parent! She said I was doing a fantastic job and that she was really excited to see a coach get in with the kids. It turned my mood around.

Then after work my roomie and I rode to Dollar Tree so I could buy some cheese that I was going to use for dinner...but instead I'm eating crawfish ettoufe! Homemade by yours truely! mmmmmmm

We're going to turn my bike into a single gear...hopefully before I leave for Minneapolis. I'm pretty stoked about it. It's going to be lighter and way more fun to ride I think .

well kids, I better get to bed. have to wake up at ungodly hours of the morning to sit at a pool. atleast I like pools right?